AMEN, POLINAR.

“It’s easy being indifferent than to care. It’s easy to live for yourself than serve others. And “easy,” is hard to break from.”

You have no idea how much this applies to me . 

I care soooo much about the little things. And some people take it as "nosy" 

or "bitchy" but I actually genuinely care sometimes. But I don't know what to do with it. 

I don't know where to put all of that love because... I don't know... I'm scared some people 

won't accept it. I'm not even scared about rejection really. I think I'm just scared of passive-ness because 

I won't be able to handle knowing that there ARE people out there who don't give two shits about 

things that mean the world to me. Like how I care about the respect women have for themselves 

and how they should treasure and protect themselves both physically and mentally. But some people really don't care. 

(I discussed this with Anna the other day: annabytheriver.tumblr.com) And in all sorts of ways, I've been 

trying to avoid standing up for the things I believe in. (Especially when it comes to university decisions with my parents.) I just don't know where to start. 

I'll think it over while I take a long hot shower maybe...

Or pray.