Disbelief.

Whenever I have some free time to myself...

I analyze my high school years.

I think about what I did right, what I did wrong...

and how all of my actions drove me to certain consequences.

And I wonder, in immense disbelief, how I survived the years...

and I am still amazed that I am ending high school.

I STILL can't believe I'm in grade 12. 

(I know I should get over with it, and move on...but wow...)