...in the sky. Just searching.
Last week I had everything down. I was so sure.
And I know that you can't ALWAYS be so sure. And that the average Canadian changes their career at least 5 times in a lifetime. But seriously... I was so sure yesterday and I'm so LOST today. How can that happen?
I fall asleep smiling and wake up confused.
What happened in my sleep?! I'd like to know. I blame the crap ass weather.
If I didn't open my window last night.
Then, I wouldn't have fallen asleep to the sound of thunder and rain.
I could've played "These are the days-Choclair" and I could've fallen asleep to that.
And maybe I would've woken up with warm sunshiny feelings.
And maybe I would've been just as sure today. And maybe it would've been more of a gradual transition into confusion; instead of such a steep decline from the clouds.
But that doesn't even matter does it? The "would've's" "could've's" and "did's" .... those don't even matter. It's the "should's" that matter now.
What should I do?
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