I was shivering inside but I didn't mean to.

I didn't mean to hurt you 
when you hurt me. 
I didn't mean to hurt you
when I showed you my scars.
I didn't mean to cut you skin-deep 
when I cried my bloody heart out. 
I didn't mean to shun you
when I only wanted to be alone with my thoughts.
I didn't mean to kill you 
when I only shared my thoughts. 
I didn't mean to hurt me 
by being me, 
I didn't mean to hurt me, 
by letting you in me, 
I didn't mean to hurt me...
by being your sister.